Grief                   out now

Lyrics

So many problems All I want to do is not be your problem All you ever say is my pride makes you nauseous Maybe someday, I won’t feel left out Some see the Sun up, I see the Sun come down When I’m locked in my room and I’m wearing this frown I push people away, it keeps coming around Then again, when sun goes down stars shine It sounds lame but I tell myself I’m fine Still crying alone, like I’m dying again l've been the greatest enemy Call me crazy, I think I might be Can't make eye contact; it frightens me Can’t explain why sometimes I got to leave When things are all good I ghost out Summer nights is the worst time for fighting Because all I want to do is hold you close and watch comets Crash through the skies, girl we was like an island You was so selfish, obsessed with my "I's" When you told your friends about me you left out my problems That maybe you didn’t see, when you looked at me You made me realize one thing: it’s been my greatest enemy Maybe someday, I won’t feel left out Some see the Sun up, I see the Sun come down When I’m locked in my room and I’m wearing this frown I push people away, it keeps coming around Then again, when sun goes down stars shine It sounds lame but I tell myself I’m fine Still crying alone, like I’m dying again l've been the greatest enemy Every second I’m in the mirror saying I’m strong Pushing all my loved ones away and now I’m alone Tossing all my feelings in cups like beer pong And pride always blocking the driveway to my home, move along I think that’s why half of the city's gone It’s not beautiful but ugly duck is pretty swan Affirmations in my phone show I belong Don’t ask why my heart's on my sleeve because it was sewn When the wounds opened up I was just trying to get a stitch I broke so many hearts because I think mine was never fixed The struggles that I face, you can just add it to the list And the happier I think I am the sadder that it gets Who is this? Maybe someday, I won’t feel left out Some see the Sun up, I see the Sun come down When I’m locked in my room and I’m wearing this frown I push people away, it keeps coming around Then again, when sun goes down stars shine It sounds lame but I tell myself I’m fine Still crying alone, like I’m dying again l've been the greatest enemy